okay.

the first aid course was like.
umm.
well.
quite okay.
and yet quite not okay.
cos our instructor was like super cool.
he reminded me of uncle richard.
just nicer x)
hes like so nice and patient with us.
just kinda blind and deaf.
=x
cos when lihui called him he didn't hear.
and he was just like erm 3 feet away?
and when lihui raised her hand and she like waved it all about.
he didn't see.
with his glasses he could.
but without.
yar.
u get wad i mean.
if you dont your like charis low.
thats not good.
so anyway.
the CPR thingy was rather cool.
yap.
and first aid too.
the tester was like.
argh.
horrible.
cos the first practical he liked.
argh.
when we performed CPR.
as in me and lihui.
he was smsing away.
and he missed out on wad we were doing and then he accused us of not doing.
and im like "wads your problem??"
thats my thought.
cos he totally flunk me in the first round.
cos first its check airway.
then breathing.
when i was checking for breathing he like just received a sms.
duh i knew cos it was so loud.
then he didn't tell me the status.
like whether breathing was present or absent.
but duh the dummy couldn't breathe so i took common sense.
then i said bretahing absent then i peformed rescue breathing.
then he was like.
wait wait wait.
why u perform rescue breathing.
i was like speechless and before i could say cos he dummy couldn't breathe he was like "dont skip steps"
so i was like "WHAT?!"
then i looked at lihui then he said "dont look at your friend"
erm.
hallo.
argh.
then he asked me to sit at one corner and read my notes.
okay.
argh.
well.
lihui didn't do much better.
if i remember she was also asked to sit down and read notes.
then i made sure whatever i did was noticeable.
then he was like good.
then lihui did hers.
then we went for lunch.
argh.
then the next practical was oso by him la.
as in he was the tester.
DISCRIMINATION.
argh.
we should be allowed to choose our testers.
fine.
maybe not.
but we should have like different testers lor.
i mean.
argh.
ya.
we [me & lihui] like totally got the same tester as the forst practical.
the guy int he stupid black shirt.
argh.
okay.
relax.
breathe.
=)
im breathing.
argh.
im still coughing.
and still got flu.
and theres game tomoro.
friendly match la.
with AIS.
the australian international sch i think.
yap.
oh.
and Idris passed away..
its really sad la.
its cos of some kind of illness.
='(
cos he was a totally nice driver for us when we were in malaysia.
he took us wherever we wanted to go la.
and was always there on time.
God Bless Him..
sighh..
=(
sighh.
and oh.
we can't do the shirts for juniors anymore..
so sorry juniors...
cos me and lu and rie couldn't meet up.
lu had sumitng on and i couldn't meet cherie cos sick.
and its like too late..
im really sorry juniors...
argh..
dunno wad to do la.
so many things have been going on.
like bad stuff.
to me.
im such a victim..
sorry..
just self sympatising..
and this stupid venice thingy isnt helping.
neither are people who copy stuff from my things.
without like even asking.
they just take it you know.
copy.
paste.
then its there.
and make it look authentic.
and they were once..
well.
forget it..
im really tired..
from the coughing and whatever..
and people dont respond to what i say or do.
even when i spend like so much time on it.
and my mind is in just so much.
can't help it.
you see i seem to not care but i do.
ohwell.
people just can't read my thots.
dun blame them.
but only if they could.
then they'll understand.
ohwell.
i think i gotta take my medicine.
finally got some cos its worsening.
sigh.
dont worry cos i have all my confessions in my diary.
so when i die read it ok.
you'll find like some totally amaing things inside.
big surprises.
especially when u think you know mi.
but u dont.
cos not many people really do know.
not more than 5.
one has passed on..
she just didn't understand..
she doesn't realise it.
you never know cos that person might be you.
nitex people.
God bless.
ad please pray for Idris k.
hes like about 40 with a whole family.
and his a great guy.